Eh.

I woke up with so much running through my head.. too much. I never seem to finish a thought.. I hate feeling so unsettled. I’m also feeling under the weather physically. I’d wanted to go to the river, which would’ve been an instant mood lifter, but it’s not happening today. So, I’m not sure how to clear it all out. I’m just trying to maintain an attitude of gratitude! I have much to be thankful for. I don’t want to lose sight of what is really important.I’m going to have a late breakfast, enjoy my coffee with my loves, and get to cleaning up my office a bit.

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Swirly whirlybird

That’s my brain right now. Always in motion. Too bad my body isn’t. 😒In my heart, in my head, I have all the motivation in the world. My body gives me the finger, though.I’m sitting here at 2 a.m. knowing full well that I needed to go to bed hours ago. Yet, here I am. I’ve eaten so crappy this last week. So now I’m reflecting and I’m angry with myself. I’ve no willpower. Mom and T keep buying junk and I keep eating it. And I feel like crap, and am actually craving something healthy.We camp this week. I’m not bringing any junk other than some Tostitos and salsa. My goal is to walk several times a day, eat proportionally, and hydrate well. Also, relax. And enjoy. If I post plans about what I’ll do when I get home, I’ll just fail and feel like a loser.Ugh. I won’t be able to post til we are home. See you then.